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[rooooooshi]

I’m not feeling my best today. My thoughts are usually more bothersome on days like this. And then I try too hard to fix it but only in rare cases does it actually help.

I feel behind socially. My mind is telling me I need to meet more people. Make some friends and a girlfriend. But I’m pretty sure if I go out, I’ll feel worse. With the very small chance people make me feel welcome and give me attention and make me happy.