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[rooooooshi]

Today, I actually said no to one of the prettiest woman I have ever seen when she asked me if I wanted to practice kissing and hookup. Holy shit. I might regret this in the future but that’s not right. In my gut I knew saying no was the right thing to do. She didn’t respect me for the last year when I tried to text her and hang out at all. And she’s only this nice to me when she’s drunk. She also was strongly against commitment so I feel like I’m not getting the respect and trust I need for my firsts. Don’t regret this rooshi